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Hey
you great bunch of emotional xangazons---- i mean that is what this is
for right?? to let out your feelings without feeling like a nerd because
you right in a journal?? at the same time we get some feedback on
things or maybe its just a neverending chat session where you can come
back anytime you want and pick up on the latest gossip.. i dunno....
whatever the reason that makes it so attractive to people, i like it.
mainly for the first reason........=)
LOTS going through my head lately, ive been thinking that i have
nothing to do really compared to everyone else to get ready for life
after high school. The last couple of days has done a 180 on that. I
have more to do in the next 9 months than anyone else i know really. I
mean, i was born for a couple of reasons, one of which is to let people
know what i know..... i'm by no means saying that im any good at it but i
know that in the hands of the lord i can work far past my own
potential.... Many have started getting ready for life after high school
in the last few months. i started perhaps centuries ago when i made a
choice....... few will prolly understand the full effect of what i just
said but to those of you who do, thank you, thank you for standing up
everyday for what you believe in and letting everyone know who you
really are. Life in school had been estimated by scholars to last a
little over 6 min by the eternal time scale that abraham(i think it was
him) talked of. 6 min. that it..... what can you endure for six min if
you knew what we know......??? popularity last through high school,
respect last 4 ever. There are people in the world, people my own age
who i doubt will ever really know how much i respect them for being able
to do what they do every day with such grace and confidence......
story time... I had a great aunt and a great uncle. he had heart
problems and one morning after complaingin of heart attack symptoms,
they rushed him to the ER but it was too late. The docter walked out to
the waiting room, and softly told my great aunt that they had tried
everything but they had lost him. with out a word, she softly laid her
head back and went to sleep, never to wake again. I can only hope,
dream, and pray for a love that strong. And i know that the person is
out there for me, but i have to do my part to find her and part of that
is living the way i know i should so that "i can be all that i can be
(in this family)"=)
oh yeah - for the other important stuff, basketball is driving me
crazy, added stress to the above thoughts, we lost to evadale.........
we killed them in every aspect of the game accept we couldnt make the
ball go through the net....... out worked them easily, prolly shot 4 or 5
times the amount of layups and still couldnt pull of a win. In the
famous words of Kyle Childress "We cant buy a game" |
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